A Confusion and Its Solution

Sairam to all,

My dream goes like..........



On a Saturday morning i dreamt that I had cleared all papers of my semester, but unfortunately I had failed to clear my Accounts paper. I woke with a jerk. Then I went near Swami's photo and told HIM, "Swami it is you who has given me this dream and I am very confused because to the best of my knowledge I had done my Accounts paper well and I am sure that I would get through, but then why is it so that I am getting this sort of a dream? Swami since it is you who has given me this dream you should only give me a solution." Saying these very words to Swami I got ready for college and left. And I had literally forgotten about it.



After my day at college I had gone for my tuition and form there I went for a Bhajan and I returned home. After returning I did a little bit of studies and had my dinner and slept off.



As I have already mentioned all this happened on a Saturday and now Sunday was to dawn. In the wee hours of the morning I dreamt again that I had come back call from the Anatapur campus of The Sri Sathya Sai Institute of Higher Learning. Abiding, Swami's call I had joined back in the middle of the semester. Though I was happy to be back, I was feeling a little bit confused so as to why Swami has called in the middle of the semester. In the latter part of the dream it so happened that Swami had come for the evening Dharshan and was seated on the Dais. And it so happened that a few students of the Prashanthi Nilayam Campus were seated on Swami's left and a few of the Anantapur Campus students on his right on Dais, and I was second girl on the Dais.



When Swami was about to go back to the Yajur Mandir the first girl stepped forward and took Padhanamaskar, mean while I was afraid, that how do I touch HIS LOTUS FEET without HIS PERMISSION? Now I tell you this is the LOVE of our LORD. He then turns to me and asks me to go ahead and take PADHANAMSKAR. Now the ultimate solution.........

When I was touching HIS LOTUS FEET, He kept both HIS HANDS on my HEAD, Blessed me and told me in Telugu, "Don't worry, I am with you." Saying so Swami leaves for Yajur Mandir and then we students dispersed.(the dreams end here).



Now the most interesting and the best part of all these happenings was, when i woke on the Sunday morning after this dream the time was 5.45am.(I slept off again, not wanting wake up so early on a Sunday morning) Later when I finally got out of my bed, I went up straight to Swami and picked a chit. But this time two chits came together. So I decided to see what Swami wanted to tell through both the chits. The first chit read "Dreams relating to God are real" and the second had these words "Why fear when I am here".



So what I realized was that HE had put a small test for me. In the first dream HE wanted to test my reaction so HE had told me that i had failed in my accounts paper, but I simply left it to Swami asking HIM to take care of the dream HE had given. In the second dream Swami Assured me that HE is with me. And the chits were also a sure sign that it was a test that Swami had laid for me and HE gave me those to tell me that HE IS ALWAYS WITH ME. It is not just for me but for all of us. Don't forget Swami is always with us.



Thank you Swami for all that you have given me.



Sairam.